~!@#$

Haiz.. Guess I will just give up whatever I aimed for… it’s too late to regret or rescue anything.

The phrase “No use crying over spilt milk” best describes my condition now.

One more unit to go on Monday and just don’t let me go kill myself for giving me a “fail” for that bloody unit! A “pass” will do.

I don’t need any luck or wish from anyone. Just let it be… because it’s useless.
All I can say is God is not on my side.

This semester really SUX big time! All of my hopes and confidence have been destroyed… First, Business Capstone, then now Finance International…

Lastly, I just need a “pass” for Fin Corporate…

May be I should just let go of everything now and look on the other brighter side which can make my days better.

Feel sorry for my parents. I’d tried my best. Sorry…

Summer = cockroaches + flies + insects + heat

Beware of COCKROACHES!!

Summer is coming or has come? Flies are buzzing everywhere, insects are making stupid sound everyday *cha si lang!*, and cockroaches will never forget to join the “party” as well… =.= Saw two cockroaches last week in the kitchen at home. One got killed by Dave and one managed to escape from me while I was trying to roll the newspaper thick enough to kill it…too bad.

And today, I saw a cockroach corpse on the floor at Curtin’s library café and I nearly step on it when I was about to take a seat! Oh dear… luckily I noticed it! *phew* I thought it’s alive a first till Janet went to give it a kick (actually wanna scare it away lar...)! Ha Ha! Knowing it's already dead, I guai guai took a seat with the corpse beside me. =x *eWW*

RIP

Summer is coming!

I can feel the heat is burning…It’s 30˚c today and gonna be hotter in the coming days!!

Current condition

Detailed forecast

This is the extended forecast weather.... oh my god... How am I gonna survive my exam week??

Heater had been replaced by a fan in my room. There’s no air-conditioner here!! *Jiu Ming Ah!* Flies are growing fatter and fatter as heat increases!! AS FAT AS BEES!!! Oh my goodness!! Those who stay in Malaysia should feel lucky that Malaysia don’t have such big flies flying around. You can refer to Jackson’s blog where he mentioned about how he learnt to be elegant. HAHA!

Unlike flies in Malaysia which only get attracted to food and rubbish, Aussie flies LOVE humans So Much!! =.= They fly around human, especially close to their face, their eyes, their nose and their lips!! Yuck! Better don’t open or yawn too big the mouth! You never know when a fly will get into your throat and choke you to death! *terrible*

Flies here are just too annoying and irritating, it sticks to me wherever I go, especially when I’m walking on the road to uni or work (at least I won't get so lonely with these lil' companions with me... jK lah xD). And as usual, you can see people on the road busy waving or fanning their face with their hand, So Do I!! It’s not because of the heat but the stupid bloody FLIES!!! How I wish I had an electrical racket flies-killer with me to KILL all those flies around! *evil* HAHAHA

Can someone please tell me why Aussie flies are so DAMN BIG and LOVE HUMANS SO MUCH???

My first experience in baking Muffins!

After the stressful Capstone presentation yesterday I felt SO relieved and happy!! It’s like I’d dropped down one big stone carried over the semester. So, my mood was So Damn good that I suddenly thought of Baking Muffins!!! *Here I come muffins!!!*

Actually I bought this package of muffins powder 2 months ago from Coles. It’s Triple Chocolate Muffins with chocolate chips and white chocolate chips. So the chips melted in the muffins when it’s baked. Nice right??

The package that I bought to bake muffins

The procedure is rather simple as long as you follow the instructions. What you need are 80ml of vegetable oil, 160ml of water and 2 eggs. Mix the content in the box with all these ingredients into a bowl and stir it till smooth and creamy. It’s better to use a machine but since I don’t have the machine I used my human power. HaHa! After that, spoon batter into the muffin pan filling the paper cup till ¾. Then, heat it in the oven for approximately 20 to 30 minutes.

When the muffins were still inside the oven

My housemate sponsored me the paper cups and lent me and muffin pan to bake the muffins. Feel so fun and excited baking muffins for the first time with my housemates’ assistance! Kekekke… I can see the muffins growing bigger and bigger in the oven from the outside.

TADA! My Muffins!

I made nine muffins in total and share it with my housemates. It’s nice to share food with each other. =) and also, I gave one to Janet when we went for grocery shop at Coles just now. Hope she likes it too!

Korean BBQ Buffet

Yummy!! Went to Hana BBQ (Korean restaurant) last night with housemates and some friends for this contented dinner buffet which cost each of us $33.5 (include Korean Tea). O.o Anyways, no regret. Sometimes we just need to treat ourselves nicer after so much hard work by rewarding some nice and special food. =) I enjoyed eating food we prepared ourselves. Feel so fun!

Group photo taken by the Korean waitress

Food!!

Meat!! *drools*

Me busy with the meat xD

The sweet couple housemates of Mine!! (Eleanor and Dave)

The prawn king!!

From left, Hui Ji my housemate, Stephanie and Phang.

Also, we enjoyed eating the Jelly. There were 3 different colours of jelly which are orange, yellow and red (the red ones taste like medicine, not recommended XD). Hui Yi, Hui Ji and I love the jelly so much and kept on waiting for the staffs to refill the jelly! Ha Ha! Oh ya, all the staffs are Koreans! Quite good looking *winkz*

I was eating the red Jelly while Hui Yi just couldn't stand the taste.

Besides the jelly, the cheese cake taste DAMN DELICIOUS!! I’m serious man! I ate quite a lot =D. Love it so much!!!

Cheese cakes

At the end, I think my stomach was a bit overloaded =x. Thanks for Hana BBQ!

What should I go for? It's all about life and future...

Yeh, it’s all about my future and life I choose to go for. What is best for my future and life? Or more precise, what should I go for after I have graduated?

I’ve been thinking of this for months and yet there’s no answer from my heart. What do I want actually? I don’t know at all. All I know is, I want something good for myself. But WHAT?

There are several choices in my mind. Internship? Master? Work? Other interested course? If I were to choose for my interest and fun, I will go for other interested course. But, it seems so unlikely and impossible for me. Sigh… I’ve been studying academic stuffs from the start. From science stream in high school to commerce stream in Uni, and now… should I go for the “interest” that I want? Will my parents be happy or allow me to go for it? Nah…don’t think so, so it’s out.

I am now struggling whether to go for internship through AIESEC. If I were to join AIESEC, I will be sent to the country that I choose for exchange. There are approximately 100 countries over to the world for this exchange. Before that, AIESEC will train us for a few months through some programs with hell lots of things to do like presentations, research and etc. For more information about AIESEC, view http://www.aiesec.net/web/interns/home/.

Thinking on the good side, it is a good opportunity to develop myself in terms of experience and potential. But…But…I am lack of confidence to do so. Besides, if I were to go oversea for this exchange, I will be going alone and it will be a big challenge for me to be REAL independent. I am scare of loneliness… and what troubles will I face? Am I going to be able to confront all the obstacles? Will I regret? What if anything bad happened to me? All sort of thoughts popped up in my mind. So sien… Also, if I were to go for it, I won’t be able to go back to Kuching during the summer as I will need to spend my days training. Gonna be real stress lo… hell lots of presentation @.@

Been thinking of Master before Internship came to my mind. However, I have no idea what to study for Master and that is why I stopped thinking to go for it. What’s the point to go for Master if I do not have any particular course that I could think of? Marketing? Nah… Finance? Oh, forget about it… Wanted to go for Master of psychology but it requires degree in pycho. Wtf? Suak

As for starting to work after I have graduated? nah…don’t really like it. I still don’t want to let go of my student hood. xD So guys, any recommendations or comments? Internship form due tomorrow. ~.~

Bus stop case of wu liaw ness

Today I walked to the bus stop near Curtin Bus Station for bus 34 to Carousel for my bloody job. =.= A very very very HOT day… so, I was there wearing this lalat sun glasses walking all the way from my home to the bus stop. Took me about 10 mins walk.

Do I look Chien Da?? LOL (while waiting for bus)

I bought this at Dotti for my eye protection as the UV here is supper strong and I usually walk to campus. SO, it has became a necessity for me =p

Was sitting under the shade alone trying to keep myself away from the bloody UV and sun light while the thought of taking pics with mobile popped up in my mind. XD (cos nothing to do ma…) So here goes the product of my wu-liaw-ness...............................

This is basically the view of my eye sight while waiting for the bus to come ahead from the road. Faster come liawwwwww BUS!!!

A larger view of it after zoomed. It's the bus station. This is where I always pass by on my way to uni.

Ok, really wu liaw lor...HAHA! =p